Staycation... Again...

Hey guys :) I know I just posted about wanting to go on a staycation like yesterday, so I'm sorry about writing about the same thing. Anyway, I don't know why, but today I just kept thinking about going on a staycation for some odd reason.

The thing is... Today, I suddenly thought back to the times when my family and me were on vacation... I mean yes, sometimes my family can be really insensitive and their words can be a little harsh and I will get pissed and annoyed at them. But when I think back, those times don't seem so bad anymore. I mean, if I summarise my trips one by one, I can say that overall, I had a really awesome time.

To be completely honest, I didn't really treasure the times I had when I was on vacation. And now I regret it. If I could relive those times again, I would really enjoy the time I was having instead of taking it for granted. But sadly, we can't rewind time... 

Actually, I'm kind of sad and jealous because everyone is going on vacation now but I'm not. I would actually really enjoy going on a staycation to Resorts World Sentosa... But the thing is that my dad thinks that staycations are stupid because you might as well save that money spent on the hotel and sleep at home instead. But for me, I beg to differ. Because to me, going on a staycation is like going overseas on a vacation but except without having to worry about what if there's an important message or what if the sender thinks you're being rude because you didn't reply and things like that. So for me, it's only on a staycation where I can completely unwind and enjoy without worries. Sadly, my parents think differently... 

I really think that I'm getting really stressed up and I really need to unwind... I know that isn't what someone should say about themselves, and that it isn't up to us to judge these kind of things... But in my HONEST opinion, I think a staycation would be really good for my family and me... The thing is that, my parents just came back from going overseas together to celebrate their anniversary...And they've been going overseas together a lot lately... But my brother and me hardly ever see them... They always spend time together, but we hardly spend time as a family... I mean, yes, we did just go to the Adventure Cove Water Park as a family, but other than that, we hardly ever spend time as a family because my parents leave for work really early and come back really late... And even during weekends, we are all in our own rooms and hardly come out to talk to each other... I feel that as a family, the parents and children bond is growing apart... There has been so much happening to me lately but my parents don't know...

I just really need to unwind and spend some time with my family... But my parents don't see it the same way... And I really don't know when is the next time we can actually relax together as a family...